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Sensei Onyx-Tail by “This is my design for the Compleatly Different prompt.
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Ainda hoje tento entender.Ĭongrats to and I wanted to post these yesterday but then I didn’t get home until like 1 am cause dnd ran long and there was still homework i wanted to get done before i went to sleep. E como disse, a onda se foi e fiquei, aqui em inércia, tentando entender. Que saudade de ir para aquela ilha deserta aonde o amor (não sei se amor, mas uma coisa muito boa) governava. A onda se foi e só ficou a canção, que mesmo eu recomendando pra todo mundo, evito ao máximo ouvir. E eu surfei lindamente naquela onda, mas como já se sabe, ondas não são permanentes. Inventou de tocar "Odoya", a música de um dos momentos mais lindos e inertes da minha vida. E nossa, como tudo mudou.Ī idade do céu toca e penso sobre o quanto eu tinha esperanças quando conheci aquela música e o tanto que ela foi meu refúgio, mesmo sendo simples e eu não entendendo a letra 100%.Į depois de tocar músicas seguidas de uma das minhas cantoras favoritas, Chiara Civello, a playlist fez questão de "enfiar o dedo na ferida e girar" - como diz sorella. This killing game was too unfair for someone such as you, maybe to make sense of it all, you blamed yourself and thought… God, if only I could be what everyone wants or do better, I can control and change and save.Īnd, I feel as if I stomped all over you and I almost wonder how I still had the audacity to cry out your name and spill tears when… I created this? The absolute… irony or cowardice of someone forming a plan then falling apart as it finally dawns on them, ‘I fucked up, I’ve killed my best friend, this isn’t happening, I didn’t want this’Įstou ouvindo minha playlist aqui do Spotify, daquelas músicas que em algum momento da minha vida estavam tocando disparadamente no repeteco. cast the blame on himself, I mean, of course he would, the bastard thinks he’s to blame for every mistake, death, inconvenience, if only he tried harder, if only he knew more, if only he wasn’t so ‘useless’, when in actuality, you tried more than most and were too self-sacrificial for your own good. Gonta said that everyone should stop blaming me, he essentially forgave me and…. I could say to this everyone and not just Gonta: I wish I was kinder. It just feels too cruel to lie to Gonta, sure, I’d done it a million times before but this is extremely different. The thing is, no matter what, I lied, I made him murder on false pretenses? I also can’t imagine how terrible the flashback light was for him. I don’t know, I just wish I went about it another way, this is Gonta we’re talking about, I should have been able to trust him enough to be totally honest? Would he have still went along with it? I almost imagine he would? ….Or, he would have told Eveyone about Miu and stopped her plan in her tracks? Fuck, I wish I told him everything. I desperately wanted Gonta on board with our plan, showing him the awful truth and then proposing an mercy kill scenario, was the best way to take advantage of his selfless nature, as someone who just wants to be helpful, he could at least FEEL helpful while I pulled the strings and didn’t let him know the …entire deal. I genuinely wanted to set up a mercy kill scenario with Gonta as my partner, leaving him as the only survivor, while everyone else is executed and me and Gonta were/are the only ones who know the ‘truth’ of the world…….which goes against Kokichi’s strict rule against murder, so was the plan a total lie?Ģ. Not sure if my intentions with that action were:ġ. Not only do i feel like shit about leading 2 of my friends to their deaths, but i also feel like shit for showing gonta that awful flashback light. Kokichi kin pain tonight fellas! gonna sort some thoughts out regarding chapter 4